Sunday, June 12, 2011

A soul reborn....







Two sisters separated all the younger ones life up until recently to where they found each other again, both alike in their lives. The younger of the two sick down deep to her soul, with all the pain and stress she is under. Not an easy road this little one has faced but now she has her older sister to help guide her through her pain onto her path. She has been though hell and back, so much stress her body is shutting down on her, terrified she is dying she turns to her sister for guidance.


She sits down on the couch beside her sister as they have been chatting for awhile. She turns to her older sister " Why am I still sick?" Syn nods and looks at her " ...because you conflicted." She lowers her head , closing her eyes for a moment as tears fall down "I scared Syn." Syn smiles and looks to her " I know...lets take a walk and get some fresh air. What do you say?" She nods and smiles weakly "Okay, I would like that. "


Syn sets her book down, then pulls her boots on and heads out of the house to the desert road holding Lit's hand.


She walks hand in and with her older Sister down the desert road "Is there something wrong with me Syn? Bad things always seem to happen to me"


Syn walks slowly on the road "...you're hiding something Lit."

She walks with her sister along the road "hiding? I don't understand"


Syn still holds Lit's hand as they walk "...there is a truth you're hiding from yourself."

She looks at her older sister curiously " You mean like who I am? Or memories?"

Syn speaks with a low non judgemental voice " You have so much pain inside of you Lit, its killing you."


She lowers her head not looking at her sister, still holding Syn's hand "No, don't take her from me."

Syn asks nonchalantly "...take who?"

She whispers " I don't know"

Syn raises an eyebrow " ...the blood doesn't lie."

She looks at her with a fear in her eyes "I don't know Syn, I don't know whats happening"


Syn says calmly " ...you're waking up...growing up?...opening your eyes finally?"

She starts to cough again, as she places her free hand on her chest beginning to wheeze, tears flow down her cheeks "I don't like this it hurts. Slave, whore, There is no death in the Nation." Her eyes go wide in fear as the words come out of her mouth.


Syn turns looking at Lit with a raised eyebrow "...apparently I was right."

She shakes her head "No, No no no.....don't take her give her back. Please, please." She reaches her hand out for something or someone.


Syn looks at her little sister "Who Lit?" She shakes her head "Our sister, our mother, they took them from me, they wouldn't give them back. I am sorry, I tried. I really did". Syn places a soft hand on her shoulder "Its not your fault little blossom." She cries still looking at her older sister "What do I do?"

Syn takes her sisters face in her hands looking into her eyes "...scream your sorrows to the desert, give them to our god and let him carry their weight...free yourself from the shackles that others have placed on your soul. Maybe...just maybe he'll hear you and answer."



Syn points out to the white sands of the sea of tears on their home world "...go on. Its what its here for."


Her lip quivers as tears run down her face stinging slightly in her wounds "I just want the pain to stop Syn, I just want something good and pure in my life. Is that so wrong?" She drops to her knees, letting out a painful scream of all the torment .


Syn looks to Lit "tell him."

She has endured so much pain and torment, followed by a painful howl of all the pain she has gone through, screaming at the top of her lungs "Please Vulkor here my pain and sorry....I tried to protect my family, your family, they took them from me. I tried to save them but I couldn't."

Syn closes her eyes as she listens to the painful words...


She cries out more "Gabrielle too my Ami from me, and kept her from me. He beat me raped me, and tortured me. The Nation kept my family from me and killed them. Then fate too my baby away from me...a baby conceived out of love. WHY?! What wrong have I done to you, or to the universe. I just want some some reprieve they have taken almost everything i love away from me. My children are hunted because of me....tell me what to do PLEASE! PLEASE make it stop."

A hot wind grows in strength as Literia screams out her pain, a soft creaking noise fills the air around them as tens of thousands of black scorpions crawl from below the sands to surround them.


Syn whispers" ...hes listening..."

She looks up with painful tears in her eyes as her eyes are fully open and shine bright gold "They ripped her away from me, because I am not pure. They took my Ami away from me because she was made in rape. So much pain my lord, so much pain.....my mom, sister, my child. what wrong have i done? what wrong can i correct? PLEASE.....make it stop, everyone I love dies or leaves because of me.........Tell me how I can serve you better. I am yours."


The scorpions withdraw all save one, that sits on the desert in front of Literia

She falls to her knees, tears fall from her eyes as she shows no fear at it and she mutters "I fear you not my Lord, please I am broken, my soul is torn apart make me whole."

A voice that seems carried on the wind speaks "I am the hunter, all I survey are prey to my hunger...fear them not Oshan, you bear my mark and my venom runs in your blood...and it was learned that there is no good or evil in the universe, only the perfect balance between predator and prey...light and darkness..."


The voice on the wind continues "...you have done no wring to the universe my child, wrong has been done to you...I have heard your pain as I do for all my children....I will bear your sorrows for my back is strong and broad..."

She opens her arms as she is on her knees, listening to His words, as her eyes shine gold.


The voice on the wind speaks "...what you lost stands beside you a soul reborn for a soul that sits in my halls and feasts at my table, all that are worthy feast at my table..."


She nods her head listening to the voice "Thank you milord"

The voice on the wind speaks "...be reborn child of the deserts...rise new and cleansed of your sorrows to serve me as those before you..." The scorpion stings Literia over the heart and disappears beneath the sands as the winds slow to the hot breezes as before.

A final fading voice is heard on the wind "...I am within you, my venom flows in your blood little blossom............."

Syn smiles "Lit, they're with him...did you hear?...he knows your name."

Her eyes go wide as she takes a deep breath with no wheezing and nods her head "Yah I did,yah he does, he .....healed me. They are home with him Syn, mom, dad our little sister."


Syn looks to her little sister " ...I'm going home Lit, I need to rest." She looks to Syn "Yah me too"



The two sisters walk hand in hand back down the desert road to to the Estate, Syn looks at her "So?" She shakes her head "It feels weird, but freeing like a weight off my shoulders Syn. " Syn just simply nods.

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